Saturday, January 29, 2011

Hanya Isyarat, Dewi Lestari (Rectoverso)

Aku sampai di bagian bahwa aku telah jatuh cinta. Namun orang itu hanya dapat kugapai sebatas punggungnya saja. Seseorang yang hadir sekelebat bagai bintang jatuh yang lenyap keluar dari bingkai mata sebelum tangan ini sanggup mengejar. Seseorang yang hanya bisa kukirimi isyarat sehalus udara, langit, awan, atau hujan.

I feel like...

I feel like I'm gonna die tomorrow...
I feel like gosh I'm tired to do doing the same things everyday...
I feel like I'm too fragile...

I hate to admit it, I'm not the strong one as you think, I'm not the cheerful one like you can see, sometimes you only see the outside of me.

Seriously, I'm the one who always worry with every little things in my life. I always worry with everything around me. Sometimes, I'm not feel comfortamble with the situation around me and it makes me feel like 'Alone'.
And hell yeah something's missing, a part of myself is gone, I don't know how to fix it, and I don't know what exactly it is...


God, I'm not like a person who easily to speak out my mind. Maybe, I'm too excessive now but I want a part of me, which is I don't know what it is.. comeback..

Monday, January 17, 2011

I miss the old times















So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you, yeah I miss you

So far away from where you are
I'm standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here


So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you, yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here




Another Hello!

Hello world! I'm back. Then I've a story for you guys! Anyway, I'm sorry because I kinda lazy to post something on my blog. But, now I'm ready to give you a story again!
So, let's we start from uuuhm aah Live in. By the way, yesterday I just arrived in Bekasi from Turus Village, Klaten. Geez, for God's sake I realy miss my bed, my room, my home, and hell yeah my family. :D
Oh yeah, I forget to explain what Live-In is? Live-in is one of school's event, and it happens when we're on Senior High School, on second year. Second year students, okay you can call 'em the sophomore. The sophomore will go to the village and do the same activity like the villager.
And the best part of this event, you can see a beautiful scene, green everywhere. How I love Green, the rice fields are everywhere. And for me, is a good thing. So, here I am in Turus :D

First Day: Economic Class Train

Because I don't have any picture of me when I was on the train, so I'll tell you with my own words. Me and my friends went to Klaten by Economic Class Train. Ofcourse, the seat on the train is really uncomfortable for me, it made my ass become flat. And it takes 12-hour-trip. So, at the end, the train was a disaster for me.

Second Day: Welcome to Turus

Whoa! Second day?! We arrived safely at Turus around 9.45 AM, then we met the local people and had a lunch together then the teacher showed us our host-mother. And I stayed at Mrs.Rohani's house with my room mates, Lala and Pingkan. Mrs.Rohani is really a nice host-mother. On the second day, yeah I just spent my day to travel around (visited Winda's house) and take a photos.

  

Third and Fourth Day: Sweat Day

Oh the third and fourth day, we did a thing that we call it 'Kerja Bakti' or in English community service. We cleaned the street, but I think we made it worse. And on the rest of the day, me, Lala and Pingkan just stayed at home and did some activity, such as washing dishes and the clothes. Well, my bad. Because I'm such a bad girl, I decided to take a walk, I went to Winda's house again. And after that we just took a photos! 



Fifth Day: Keraton Jogja, Depok Beach, and Malioboro!

Yeah! Another trip! We went to Keraton Jogja, Depok Beach and shopping around Maliboro! Such a great day! Feels like de javu! And at 7 p.m we went to our home in Turus! Ohyeah, I did a sleep-over things at Prima's house with the others (Winda, Icha, Asti, Esme). Such a fuckin awesome day! 




Last Day: Goodbye Turus!

It was the saddest day ever on January! Seriously, Mrs.Rohani such a great host-mother. On the last day, she still took me and my room mates to Cokro. Me, Lala, and Pingkan went to Cokro and swimming! After that, we back to our home for the last time. Took a photos for my assignments and took photos of us with Mrs.Rohani family (She's a widow and have a two children, live with Mbah Putri and Mbah Kakung). And at 3.30 p.m (If I'm not wrong) we left Turus village, it hard for me, I just realized my tears roll down. Yeah at the end, Live-in Turus was an awesome experience, and for sure I won't forget it. In the future I'll tell it to my children! Thank you God for the experience :) 

ps: I'll never forget the creepy story!

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Welcome 2011



HAPPY NEW YEAR

Before it's too late (but I think it's already late) I would say Happy New Year 2011 to you guys! Okay we already say goodbye to 2010 and say welcome 2011. Btw, how's your New Year Eve? Well, I had so much fun with my girls at Icha's house. We made a BBQ Party. Whoa, we were very excited and full hahaha. Ohya, Me, Icha, Winda, and Angel invited a people to come to Icha's house and eat all of meats that we (me, Icha, and Angel had a shopping time at market, first)bought. We had a slept over time too. We finished our party around 1 a.m then cleaned up the mess, after thaaat we moved to Icha's house and made a resolution video, took a photos before sleep aaah but I was the first one who fall asleep. The conclusion is I had a lot of fun.

Ohya, if you ask me what's my resolutions and wishes? A lot.
Yaaah I really want have a good score, be a good kid, have a lot of money (okay is my wish), take one of firecom's services (my church's community), collect a baseball jersey (is my wish too), make my parent proud (a wish too), be a good good super good good friend, yeah and a lot of resolutions and wishes that I can't mention it one by one and honestly I forget what's my resolution and wish. I just want to let my life flows like a river (gaah, look at my word), I mean live my life with my own way and God's style. Well, I don't have any idea to describe it. But yeah, I don't need a plan for this year. I already know, God can handle it. I'm just the robot. I just don't wanna have a feeling, that called 'disappointed' if God won't answer all of my wishes. But the only think that I know He's around, yes He is. He maybe upstairs but He always in my heart, in your heart.
Okay guys I don't have any idea with this post. Well, goodbye guys!

ps: I hope I can't stop my mouth and mind whenever I speak in English. Then I want you come back to me! Seriously I don't have any of guts anymore to talk or just send you a good night and morning messages. I want to talk with you but I don't know how. So God, gimme a way, a lot of ways, I don't need a result, I need a process...