Saturday, July 28, 2012

Dan ini, dan itu...

"Dan ini, dan itu, dan terbaik, dan terburuk, dan sesimpel, dan semudah, dan seindah, dan serumit, dan bukan siapa-siapa, dan segalanya. Dan upil, dan kentut. Dan sate padang, dan bubur Bang Yosi. Dan Starbucks, dan air putih. Dan susu coklat, dan John Green, dan semua hal indah di dunia ini. Dan kecoak, dan kodok, dan semua hal buruk di dunia ini. Dan matahari, dan awan, dan burung yang berkicau, dan burung yang tidak. Dan bulan, dan bintang, dan bintang jatuh, dan meteor yang jatuh. Dan semua hal di bumi ini yang nyata, dan yang tidak, dan semua hal yan indah, dan hal-hal yang tidak. Dan semua hal di galaksi ini yang tabu, dan semua alien yang nyata atau tidak nyata, dan semua hal yang kita percaya, dan belum kita percaya. Dan untuk beberapa alasan untuk menggunakan ini ':-)', dan beberapa alasan lain untuk menggunakan ini ':-('. Dan untuk itulah hal ini ada. Dan untuk itulah kamu, dan saya ada. Dan untuk itulah ada kita. Dan untuk itulah kami ada. " 


Terimakasih untuk tetap hidup di sini. Terimakasih untuk terus ada di sini. Terimakasih untuk mau mencintai hidup apa adanya.  Dan untuk umur 18 ini-- aku ada.

PS: Andrea and me made this poem. Isn't it beautiful?

Welcome 18

Whoa can't believe I say this: I'm 18 now! 

Well, yesterday is 27th July. Now, 28th July. I'm 18 now. I'm legal to do anything. I'm legal to drink, to smoke, to date any guy. But hey, I won't do it. I always say this before. Getting older means getting better, getting wiser, getting maturer, and this, and that. I'm growing up (psychic and mental). My Mom and Dad are getting older. I have to face this world. I have to prepare for the worst. God never said life is easy, but He said there's a way in every single problem. So, I don't need to worry too much. I'm 18 and I just thank God so much for everything that ever happened in my life. Life is though, so the only thing I know that-- don't give up. 

18. I know which one is friend, true friend, friend that stays but only for temporary, friend that stays in bad and good times. So, to you guys. I just want to say thank you. Thank you so much. Thank you for all the wishes, all the prayers, all the things that you guys ever taught to me. At the end, I love you guys.

To Mom and Dad. Thank you for everything. Both of you have loved me since I was a fetus till now. Both of you always make me say: I'm proud to have you guys as my parent. Please stay with me. Please let me making you proud of me as you guys always make me proud. I'm trying my best to make you proud. Just please give me a lot of time. Please stay with me. That's the only thing that I want.

To my sister. Veby Ciu. You're a part of me. Because when God made you He was thinking of me. All I can say, thank you for being greatest sister I've ever got. Do I need more when I have you in my life? Yucks, I'm feeling so eew now with my words. You know, girl. I love you. :-) 

Thank you for everyone. Thank you God. Thank you life. Thank you my '17'. Thank you love. Thank you blog. And I see you next year, so stick to me till next year. :-)

She's amazing. I swear I will never change for her.
Tons of tweets!

Thank you for guys!

You guys made my day


Look! There'sAnkatama my favorite Anouncer :")


Andrea, stay. Stay with me. Stay beside me and don't change. 



So, thank you guys for made my day. I love you guys beyond the words.

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

... For everything

To: Everyone who reads this post



I am sorry for being rude sometimes.
I am sorry that I have not been a good friend for you, guys.
I am sorry for every words that hurt your feeling.
I am sorry because I am such a (Ah you name it, guys)
I am sorry for everything.


PS: Maaf. Teman-teman saya minta maaf kalau jika tanpa sengaja saya membuat anda tersinggung. Saya hanyalah saya. Saya mengucapkan apa yang ada di otak saya. Saya tidak pernah bermaksud. Sekali lagi. Maaf. 

Currently Listening: Maafkan (Tak Sempurna)

L is for Love.

I've fallen in love for thousand times. For example: "This novel is great. I love it!", "Whoa. Andrew Garfield is so cute. I love him!", "I love hot chocolate!", "Real Madrid is my favorite football club! I love Real Madrid!", and this and that. 
I've fallen in love with wrong person. I've fallen in love with right person on wrong time. I've fallen in love with wrong person on wrong time. I've fallen in love with him. I've fallen in love with her (It means something good. Something good about friendship. Swear, I'm not lesbian.), and I've fallen in love with myself. 

But wait... What is love? 

Love is beautiful yet painful. Love is the answer and love is the question too. Love is intangible. Love is like a bacon-- everyone loves bacon. Love is this. Love is that. Love is everything. Love is universal. 

Love is built a friendship. Love is the pillar for friendship. Love works to weaken us too. We mistake sex for love. You can do sex with anyone, anytime, and anywhere. Love is not like that. Somebody told me about this:- 

"Love is when two people are walking next to each other and all of sudden they find themselves holding hands, and they don't know what happened."
Do you know the real secret of true happiness? It's love. Love makes man happy. There's love between children and parents, husband and wife, brother and sister, the teacher and the student, between us and God. Love is the storehouse of happiness. Love is supposed to be a beautiful moment. But there must be someone  who do not even agree with "Love is beautiful". You know why? Because you are disappointed with love. You cannot blame love-- but you can blame your lover. Love is never wrong, but people do-- we do.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away." --  1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Once I read a post about love. The writer wrote something about love. The writer said:  Love is like driving. There are many rules you have to follow (Yep, I agree), and signs you have to look out for. There are ways to do it safely, and ways to endanger yourself and those around you. You've gotta satay on one side of the road, and know when to brake and when to accelerate. You can't break the rules, or someone will get hurt (When someone gets hurt, he/she will be disappointed with love). Love can get you to places. It carries you long distances, and protects you from outside elements. You can't drive without knowledge beforehand, the same is true of love.

Don't you agree, readers?

Love makes you sad. Love makes you happy. Love makes you laugh. Love makes you cry. Love makes you smile. Love makes you stay alive. Love makes you realise that there is no everlasting love between you and human (People will die at the end. There is no forever.) Love between you and God is an everlasting love (Nah, I believe in it). Love taught me how to love your parents, friends, people, your pet, and God without no reasons. Because when there are a thousand reasons, it is not even love. Love is like a thief and fart. It comes without telling you when it will come.  Love makes it possible to live, enjoy the present moment. Without any worries about what was or what will be (Does it matter?). Love is a miraculous feeling. 


Talking about love is like there is no 'The End'. But at the end. All I can say is-- love is weird and odd. 


PS: Love is painful. Sometimes I hate people because I just love them so much. I just hate the fact that people change. And I'm afraid they will change. 

Currently listening: Selamanya Cinta (D'Cinnamons)