Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Ah, Romance

I just opened my tumblr and scrolled. Then I found a post. Really interesting for me. So, I decided to share it to blog. So, here we go!

All the people I ship romantically with this character
  • The only person who Hermione can be with - Ron. Simply put, Hermione and Ron are good together because they’re meant to be together. They’re one half of the same whole. Hermione sorts out her feelings a lot quicker than Ron and i love that, because it’s just so Hermione, isn’t it? To sit down and figure out what’s going on in her ~romance life and to try and square it away, but the thing about her relationship with Ron is that it takes Hermione out of her comfort zone, and even when he’s not trying to Ron will get a reaction out of her - usually of the angry kind - and that’s because Ron gets under her skin. He irritates her, but at the same time Hermione sees so many good things in Ron, and she tries her hardest to show him that she doesn’t think he’s second best to anyone. It gets to the point where Hermione can’t imagine her life without Ron, and, more importantly, doesn’t want to. And after that is the opus of Deathly Hallows, because if there’s one thing that’s going to make two people admit their love to each other it’s being in the center of an all out devastating wizarding war. Ah, romance.

 So guys, I'm just totally excited and happy, while I read this tumblr post! That's it :)

PS: This is Epic.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

It's raining, It's pouring...

Rain (rān): water falling from the clouds in liquid drop, water condensed from atmospheric vapor and falling in drops.
Rain. For your information, I love rain. I like it in the way that I couldn't tell you. In unique way.. So here's the reason why I love rain.
  1. The gray sky, there are dark clouds.
  2. The sound of the raindrops, it's very melodic.
  3. The smell of the air after the rain. Call me freak, weirdo, rain-freak, but yeah it's true I love the smell of rain.
  4. The feeling after the rain. Feel so weird ya know.
  5. On the night, Rain could be my lullaby. 
  6. The thunder, lightning sometimes it scares me. But yeah I still like it. Just like 'Wow, amazing'.
  7. Feeling so great when the rain is hitting the roof of the car. 
  8. I love rain but I don't like it when I get wet. 
  9. But, hey ya when rain started to hit your face. It's so greaaaat. Great feeling after all the fact I get wet (Have you ever played basketball when it rains?) 
  10. Ohyeah, the colour of the Umbrella! I saw it on tv, on the internet! It's so beautiful.
  11. The last but not least, sometimes after the rain there's come a rain-bow. Rainbow. That's the best part of the rain!

So, guys I just told you the reason why I love when it rains. Yeah except the part of flood's everywhere. I don't like flood. It's kind of disaster, after flood usually there's a lot of cockroaches. Remember? Cockroaches is my biggest enemy. Really hate cockroaches. Btw, 12.43 AM now, kinda sleepy. Yeah I have to sleep now. Goodbye! toodles.

PS: Have you ever imagined to kiss someone in the rain? For me, it's the most romantic kiss ever. I've a dream, I want to kiss someone in the rain. Haha. Just my fantasy. Ohya, it's raining now. Gonna be a great night, sleep with the sound of rain as my lullaby. ;)

Friday, April 22, 2011

Here I am Your child

"Father, into your hands I commend my spirit.
In you, O LORD, I take refuge;
let me never be put to shame.
In your justice rescue me.
Into your hands I commend my spirit;
you will redeem me, O LORD, O faithful God."
(Luke 23:46)

"God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son."
  (John 3:16

God is good all the time...
All the time God is good...
All the time good is God...

PS: God so loved me, you, and this world. Thank you God, Thank you for Your sacrifice. I just don't know how to say it, but I really want to say I love You, Lord. Sorry, if sometimes I hurt You. Sorry God. Thanks Lord, for Your kindness. I just love You so much... :*

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Sunshine, daisies, butter mellow turn this skinny ass girl to ...

Metamorphosis means changing. Metamorphic means dynamic and changing. It is the opposite of static.

5 months. With my best mom ever. 

When I was celebrating my birthday. 2 years old me. Look adorable huh?

3 years old. I was in the middle of my friends (Jeon and Jessica). I was wearing cap! Cute :*

4 years old. Ah, when I was in Puncak. 

My first year of elementary school! Look haha

Third year! I was so excited and look at me! Big grin, such a skinny ass. 

The last year of Elementary School. Wtf with my fringe. Kinda miss Asti, Clara, Angel and Karin.

Grade 9. .Look a lil bit taller? And I'm not a skinny ass, right?

First grade of Senior High School. Look chubbier than before. *sigh*

And now here I am, second grade of Senior High School.

And yeah last photo was taken when I had a lot of fun with my girls 2 days ago. Photobox always be my best place

ps: I transformed. I changed. People changed. We're changed. To be a better person. I'm changed to become a better dreamer with a different vision.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Emma's 21st Birthday Message

Emma: Hi guys! I just wanted to say, thank you so much for all of my birthday cards and wishes and presents and support and just everything. You guys are just absolutely amazing!
I have been working hard these last couple months. I’ve been finishing off work on the last Harry Potter, which is - of course - coming out this summer. And I’ve just signed with Lancome, which is really really exciting and so I’ve been doing some work with them! And I’ve been working hard on my american accent for Perks of Being a Wallflower, which I’m doing this summer.
So yeah, it’s been turning out to be quite a big year, in a way! And I just want to say, thank you so much for all your continuing support, you know, you’ve been absolutely amazing and a real comfort and I’m grateful to you all. Yeah, twenty-one. Crazy, crazy. Just, thank you so much.

PS: the most favourite words that she said.. 'And I’ve been working hard on my american accent for Perks of Being a Wallflower, which I’m doing this summer.' Yeah she's working on her american accent, can't wait for her new film. And yeah twenty-one. Crazy, crazy! Lol. Love her accent, face, whenever she say 'thank you'. Like she really means it.


I feel so tired but I don't know why, trying to find the reason but I can't figure it out...
I couldn't reach you, you're only a beautiful dream... I'm tired of chasing and hoping for something.
You make me feel this feeling, and it's beautiful...

Friday, April 15, 2011

Happy Birthday Emma Charlotte Duerre Watson!

Today is the day I've been waiting for. I just so excited yesterday and I think I can't sleep because of her. I just can't wait to start my post about her. So, here I am sitting in front of my laptop and starting to write some post to my lovely Emma Charlotte Duerre Watson!

Happy Birthday Emma Watson! Happy 21st! I hope you have a great life, your health always good, a year older now it means a year better, a year more beautiful, a year smarter (you always smart), a year closer to your wishes and dreams. And getting more successful, your wishes will come true this year.  I just wish you the best thing that you ever dreamed. Emma, how could I don't wanna love you? You're so damn amazing for me. Like I'm going to cry whenever I see your video's on youtube, your photos. I know nobody perfect, but you're so perfect to me. Yes, you're smart. Yes, you're beautiful. Yes, you're so nice to people. And blahblah. I can't mention it one by one because I don't have enough time. Emma, I wish you just stay the same. Just be yourself, because I already love you. Enough for me. 

Emma, if someday I've a chance. I really want to meet you face to face. Hug you tight and whisper 'Emma, thanks for this wonderful opportunity. Totally wicked cool.' and then you give your best smile and say 'Thank you for everything.' Emma, I'm your biggest fans. I know you have a lotta fans out there. But, I'm your biggest fans and yeah with my friends her name is (Teresia Angelia). Emma, I'm such a maniac. But I can't deny this feeling. I love you like I love my sister and my friends. But, really I can't erase you, ignore you, and whatever. My life would never be the same without you. My life isn't complete without your photos (I spend my little time everyday just to stare at your photos). 

And Emma, I'm going to give you a pressie. Although, we're so far away. Although the distance going to kill me. But, I will make my pressie for you and give it to you (even I can't give it face to face). Just wait and see, someday.. I don't know exactly when, I don't where, but I promise to myself. I will hug you tight, we'll meet face to face someday. And you'll remember me as one of your fans, the great one. Just wait and see, no matter the times going to kill me. It doesn't matter for me.... So, thank you Emma Watson. For being great, for being wonderful to me. You're the amazing creature that God ever made.

PS: Like you said on your Emma's 21st Birthday Message on your official website, "I'm twenty one. Crazy Crazy!" Well, yeah you definitely make me crazy. :)

Thursday, April 14, 2011

To my greatest fans....

I know, I'm such a cool person. So, this girl always stalk my blog. She is a real stalker. She loves me, so se keep stalking my blog. I don't mind if she visit my blog everyday (it will increase my visiter counter).
Thank you Ribka Esmeralda, for being my fans, for your love to my blog and myself. I hope you read this post. I just wanna tell you 'YOU'RE SO ANNOYING WITH YOUR PANTUN'. Gahaha, just kidding. You're the smart one, great one. So happy reading!

PS: Keep stalking my blog ya! Hahaha this is so epic!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Happy Birthday Indah :D

Happy Birthday Indah Eva Palmerin Sagala

Happy birthday to you. May you have many more, you have been a great friend to me :D
And guess what, you a year older now, a year smarter now, a year bigger now, a year taller :p and now you  year closer to all your wishes :D and we hope you are not only just a year older, but also a year better


PS: Indah, a birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun.  So enjoy the trip ndah!  


Untuk apa diberi jawaban, jika jawaban itu masih dipertanyakan?

Sunday, April 10, 2011


Malam ini menjemput
Bulan ini menggoda
Bintang pun tertawa
Mengajak aku masuk dalam bayangan
Melebur dalam kebohongan
Hingga pagi terbit tuk meyadarkan...


Tik.. Tok...
Tik... Tok....
Termangu dalam waktu. Duduk hingga sang fajar bergerak elok menyapa sang dewi. Tak satupun kata keluar menggema. Hanya diam. Menatap. Tersenyum...


Ketika harapan lebih besar dari ego
Yang ada hanyalah sebuah ekspektasi...

Ketika ego lebih besar dari harapan
Yang ada hanyalah kesalahan...

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Siapapun bisa bersuara, bukan?

Pertanyaannya: Apakah kita butuh wakil rakyat seperti ini?

Bukan saya menghakimi. Bukan. Saya hanya pelajar. Kalau untuk orang seperti anda, bisa dibilang saya masih 'cilik'. Masih tidak dapat mengungkapkan suara dengan baik. Tapi saya berusaha, sedang berusaha.
Melihat berita dan gambar seperti itu, tentu membuat saya berpikir, tertawa, dan bahkan mencemooh. 
Saya berpikir "Apakah itu contoh yang baik? Apakah itu karena rapat membosankan?". Saya tertawa karena, saya kira hanya anak-anak remaja seperti kami yang akan melakukan hal itu. Saya tertawa karena bapak itu hanya memberi contoh yang tidak baik bagi kita. Saya tertawa karena ketika dia dahulu meremehkan dan bahkan mungkin melarang anak-anaknya untuk tidak membuka hal-hal seperti itu, malah sekarang ia membukanya. 

Berikut wawancara lengkap dengan Arifinto.

"Itu foto Anda beredar, benarkah itu Anda?"
Iya itu memang saya

"Anda memang sedang menonton film porno?"

Enggak, saya nggak nonton. Itu saya lagi ngelihat email dari orang, terus ada link. Ya saya buka ternyata isinya begituan, ya langsung saya tutup

"Memangnya siapa yang mengirim email berisi link itu?"

Saya lupa, nggak tahu tuh, sudah saya hapus juga kok. Mungkin orang iseng kali, saya kan sering dapat email iseng kayak gitu. Kadang dari BBM juga.
"Memang apa judul email itu, apa nggak ada porno-pornonya?"

Enggak ada, cuma judulnya bikin penasaran, silakan buka, ya saya buka saja. Ya saya salah juga sih kenapa saya buka tadi.
"Berapa lama Anda melihat adegan itu?"

Enggak lama, cuma sebentar. Begitu tahu itu porno langsung saya tutup kok dan hapus. Saya nggak menikmati dan dipelototin gitu.

"Situsnya apa?"

Wah saya nggak konsentrasi, langsung saya tutup dan saya hapus dan saya buang.

Apakah tadi pagi saya salah baca koran atau apa? Ia melakukan pembelaan dengan berkata ia merasa bosan terhadap rapat paripurna. Walaupun ia tidak menonton video itu. Walaupun ia tidak menikmatinya... Tapi apakah pantas ketika sedang rapat paripurna DPR, membahas suatu masalah. Masalah yang kiranya dapat diselesaikan untuk Indonesia... Ia malah membuka 'mainannya'. Bisa dilihat itu adalah galaxy tab. Apakah pantas? Bukan menyimak? Jujur, saya kalo mengikuti rapat di OSIS saya merasa bosan. Tapi setidaknya saya berusaha untuk mendengarkan. Saya selalu berusaha dapat berkontribusi.. Walau terkadang di satu sisi saya juga merasa "Apa gunanya rapat yang saya jalani sekarang?". Tapi kembali lagi ke diri masing-masing, saya selalu punya pikiran "Kalau tidak mau ikut rapat. Ngapain repot-repot jadi OSIS. Kenapa ga nolak?" . "Kalau tidak mau ikut rapat. Ngapain repot-repot jadi wakil rakyat?"

Ya kan? Bener toh? Sudahlah saya hanya mengeluarkan opini saya saja.
Saya tidak menghakimi, hanya mengeluarkan opini. Jika merasa terhakimi, mungkin postingan saya ada benarnya.
Saya tahu, yang Bapak Arifinto butuhkan mungkin hanyalah sebuah kesempatan untuk membuktikan bahwa ia memang benar-benar terpilih untuk menjadl wakil rakyat yang duduk di kursi DPR. Semoga dalam rapat selanjutnya, hasil benar-benar ada. Tidak hanya duduk tapi bersuara.

Siapapun bisa bersuara, bukan? Termasuk saya, kamu, untuk Indonesia...

PS: Pak Tifatul Sembiring jangan kecewa ya Pak. Rekan kerja bapak membuat malu bapak juga. Dimana dulu bapak gencar-gencarnya ingin memblokir situs porno, tapi masih ada yang kelewat tuh pak.


Kangen itu tidak dapat didefinisikan
Hanya dapat diungkapkan...


Aku bukan benalu
Bukan juga angin lalu
Aku si lidah kelu
Hanya bisa mencari tahu...

Aku bukan benalu
Bukan juga angin lalu
Aku si lidah kelu
Tapi bukan masa lalu...

Sometimes Woman don't have any choice, but....

Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few
weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I
will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me
your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?
You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more?
I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going
somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.

…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, repost


I've friend, her name is Leora Andrea Janice. She opened my mind about abortion...
I’m sorry to say this—I really am. And it kills me to say this, really. Go ahead, call me a mean person, call me a bitch for saying what I’m about to say: but sometimes they don’t have any choice.
Sometimes abortion is the only way.
Before you begin your judgment based on your religious beliefs or anything alike, let me say that I’m Christian. I’m Christian and I believe in Jesus with all my heart, with this being said, I know exactly what’s written on the Bible named as the Ten Commandments. I know that it’s written killing is not right. But sometimes, these women don’t have any choice… and God, I hope You understand. I’m sure You do.
And before you judge them, remember that life is not easy. Nothing worthwhile is. Getting an abortion, even if they perhaps do not care of the babies, is one of the hardest things these women will ever go through. They may not have the money to raise them, their partners may leave them… I don’t know anything could happen.
It kills me to say this because all the aborted fetuses could be the greatest people to ever live… and they don’t have the chance to. But life is not easy.
So please, don’t judge them. I’m not pro-abortion, nor am I anti… but please, give them a choice. It’s not like they want to get an abortion, anyway. - Leora Andrea Janice

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